Kanna
Being married to u feels amazing ,and no,am not in the initial "euphoric " stage ..as a friend pointed out ...I am grounded ,and still am ecstatic....YES !!you actually can be that ...marry someone u love ,and then u will realise it ...
And to answer the first question everyone i know seems to be asking --"Hows married life treating u /changed u ?"
It hasnt made much of a difference ,maybe it was because we were married in our minds long ago ....this was just a formality that we had to go through for the sake of our respective families.....
But yes,putting sindhoor on my forehead...wearing toe rings,the mangal sutra....all this feels amazingly natural....as if all these were filling uknown voids...it feels like ive just finished putting a huuuge jigsaw puzzle together....
Yes... there were a couple of sore points ....which i chose not to dwell on ...like grandmothers insisting that i do NOT call u by ur name ..or say "nuvvu" and say "meeru"!!! for non telugus .it means calling him "aap "and not "tum" i mean how can i suddelny change the way i talk to u or addres u ,just like that ??...i cant begin to explain this in english....!!! and the part where i was supposed to be "given away" which thankfullly ,did not happen...
But then all of these didnt really matter,all that mattered at the end of the day was that i was getting married,(damn,im MARRIED!!!)to the man of my dreams ,and the person i was hopelessly in love with (the same person!!)
I dont know how to begin to thank all my friends ...i know u wold all be too embarrased to see ur names here....but u know who im talking abt (hopefully )who stood by me ....guided me through,picked up my phone when i used to call in all godforsaken hours ,and gave me strength ,by being there,if not physically,then in spirit ....
thank u ....
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